@BrianWithAnE : ah thanks. i've been trying to ask other producers near me for help on some tracks, but haven't really done one yet. maybe i should try this sometime soon

thanks !
@jaxter184 : haha i should totally try putting my headphone front and back. thanks for that list of deaf musicians

i'm totally going for the ear treatment. not exactly sure how it'll be, but i'll give that a shot. there's no replacement for a pair of ears anyway~
@Pixel Blood : aah, i have that plug but never used it. going to try that to check how things work. thanks, totally !
@Hytyma : hmm true, but when i analyze tracks from my "heroes", i always see the stereo image to be spread in a manner that's similiar from one to the other. i'm sure about not doing mono, buuut maybe starting mono then working on the stereo later on would be beneficial

@Drainpuppet : that's assuring. i just had the idea of having both ears would totally help understanding the nature of stereo width (even though i can kind of feel it with my current condition). yeah, the option for asking others for opinion would always be there, last resort though.
@polymetric : ah that's nice ! would love to hear what he got to say about my issue