My job doesn't quite conflict with my music like yours does, and I have a different view of political music (There are a couple acts I think that do a good job at getting there point across.) But a lot of the time I do question the point of even creating music, especially last year before I released my Odd/yssey album. Because until I worked on that, I honestly kind of got lost and forgotten why I even started. So there were plenty of times that went through my mind, that I could be helping the world, using strong understanding of theoretical physics to better humankind, or help people in research, or just learn ways to make lives better, but for some reason, I was much more pulled towards musical composition. And once I started making this album, I remembered why I was so pulled. It was because I'm a storyteller. My goal was never to become some huge DJ, but to tell a story through my music, and that's exactly what I did when I made Odd/yssey. And ever since then, I feel so much better making my music, because I'm telling my stories, just like back when I used to write. My music became what I wanted to be for me. And I know even in a post-apocalyptic situation, if they were to have to decide to certain people to help survive, I wouldn't get thrown in that bunker because a musician can't help grow food, or make medicine. So in that sense I still feel the empty push of humanities needs against what I want, but I still do it, because I enjoy it and it doesn't have a negative effect on me or anyone else....Aaaand I'm rambling. I'll just end this here.