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« on: February 11, 2016, 04:30:14 am »
Hey guys. It's been 6 years and a half since I've gotten into music as a hobby. I started off with guitar and then expanded to bass, piano, production, engineering, sound design, DJing, vocals, and drums.
In highschool I remember not really fitting in with anyone because although music was my forte I didn't play a band instrument so I didn't even qualify as a band geek. All my free time had gone to music and I've had to sacrifice so many things in order to get decent because of it. I was never good at sports, making friends, or anything else.
Basically in order to get good in this field it takes a really long time. Sometimes as producers we spend hours just to write 1 minute of music. As instrumentalists sometimes it takes dozens of hours just to be able to master a piece of music and perform it with confidence. All these hours we dedicate to our craft and people may never care about our music. Many people will never give it a listen. More people will just skim through it and move on to the next track.
The life of any artist is tough and requires lots of sacrifice. What makes it worth it to you? It seems like the only way to make a decent living nowadays as an artist is through touring and touring makes it difficult to have a relationship according to what I've heard. Aside from that I've heard its even harder to make decent money in the industry.
I've reached a point where I've come too far and given up too much to stop writing music. However I feel like I'm having somewhat of a quarter life crisis when it comes to thinking about whether all that time was worth it considering the things I had to give up because of it. I'm at a point where my music isn't good enough to be profitable and yet I've already dedicated so much time to the art.
It feels like I live in a different world from everyone else around me. People don't understand how I can spend so much time on music and there is so much pressure from society to focus on a career, get married, and have kids. The only people who I can really have a good conversation with are other musicians/producers because they're the only ones who understand what I'm doing.
Does anyone else feel the same way?