What makes me different from all the other people I know in the industry is I don't have any financial, or commercial ambitions, besides being able to do what I love every day, all day, and still afford food and shelter and the occasional bundle of plugins.
I'm not naïve - I know the majority of the artists are doing this for commercial and financial gain - but surely there must be a few producers with as much passion as you?
It would be neat if my music was played on stage or something, but I produce my music for myself. I make stuff that sounds cool, beautiful, or powerful to me; stuff that I can listen to and enjoy. That's also why I share it for free. I'm not looking to make a profit. The money I've "invested" in VST's and my DAW has been returned tenfold in enjoyment value. Nothing is more relaxing after a day of work than firing up FL, loading up Hive, and playing fun melodies on my MIDI keyboard. Occasionally, I'll save some combination of melody and synth. Sometimes I'll get excited at one of these projects, and add some stuff. Sometimes I just want to do some sound design.
I average about an hour a day doing this. If I tried to do anything more, or tried to force it, I would lose that enjoyment and that creative freedom. It's also why it takes me at least a year to create a complete song. It's truly just a casual hobby, but such an exciting one!