I'm a student. Yeah.
And I just don't have time.
Last year, I got a laptop, and it was the start of my music producing.
my parents really didn't like it. I mean, just that act of "turning on a computer."
I come back from school at 4:30 p.m., and I study 6:00-10:00 p.m. (yeah, Asian schools expect too much from us)
So that means that I only have 1-2 hours to do whatever I have to do. When I do my homework, study for tests, and take a rest for a bit, time disappears.
But I put a lot of effort to make time, and I produced music every day. At least, I tried to open my Ableton every day.
Then, I messed up this test - I thought I did okay on it but my mum wasn't satisfied.
She said that she and my dad would STRICTLY REGULATE my studying, plus my laptop usage should be under 1 hour every day.
But it doesn't necessarily mean that I can use my computer 1 hour every day-
my parents just hate me owning my laptop, and they want to get rid of it, but they let me have it because I have to do homework with it.
It also means that I can only use my laptop for doing homework and studying.
I really need to keep my laptop to produce music, so I considered telling my parents about this music composing and everything.
But, I came up to a conclusion that they would stop me entirely from doing music-related activities because they would think it will "distract me from studying."
I'm doomed. I have to wait until I grow old enough to have more freedom to handle my time.
I have no time, no support from people around me, not enough producing ability to convince my mom, and now, my computer is on stake.
I'm crying right now..

Maybe I should focus on theory for a while, but it's just sad that I can't actually make music.