I really don't care what makes me different, I make music for me. For a real long time, nobody, not even myself, liked my work... but I'm not in it to please, or to sell... I'm in it to learn. To learn something I've always loved.
If along the way, I make a song that I like, then that's awesome. If others like it, that's pretty awesome too, but honestly, I care more about learning enough to produce music that I don't hate.