pain and trauma and depression was the driving force behind my need to create so far.
For all of you normal people: Coffee! This stuff is good for you (in moderation, obviously).

just find a good funk library with bass licks.Pick one, chop it up manually.Start with a long, sustained note.Figure out the root note and work from there.Pitch it up or down, depending on your chord changes.Find loop through the lick and find some slapped notes and add those to your sustained notes.