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Inspiration/Creativity/Motivation / Seemingly insurmountable self resistance
« on: September 23, 2016, 04:08:08 pm »
Okay, I'm so happy there is a section for this... I've been going through something lately and I'm not sure what. Its like a mental game I've been playing with myself. I'd rather screw off when I get home. I have the burning desire to make music everyday and when I hear really good music it drives me even more. But, when I actually sit down to do it. Nothing. I fiddle around a bit with sound design and I really like to make 8 bar segments. I have a million half finished projects and no drive to continue on them. I just start from a template every time I sit down. Why am I so intimidated by music? I was doing well for the first year and once I hit the year mark I've noticed myself making countless excuses not to do it everyday. I want to have the motivation and drive but I'm definitely having some internal conflict and I just need some advice on how to keep going. I'm so stubborn and I'm sick of fighting myself